Smileeeeeeee

Today was a refreshing day. Thank Jeebus. I went and saw Lucie on an impulsory need to do SOMETHING with SOMEONE. And Lucie, I always forget will always be one of my best friends. She makes me laugh, makes total sense, has a good head on her shoulders, is beautiful inside and out, smart as hell, and someone to be inspired by. She did my hurr. Semi-perm red brown. Looks hella cute. I’m excited to show it off on my trip up to SF/Eureka starting this weekend. I can’t believe it’s almost my 21st. SO excited!Love ya, girl.& this is just too awesome.

 

EDIT: & on a very, very sadder note, I found out that a girl on my trip to Spain tragically passed away this week. I wasn’t close with her and don’t even think we shared a conversation together. I still feel the shock of her untimely death. Looking at her Facebook I saw how much people love her and are going to miss her. Is it bad that I put myself in her shoes, and wondered: what if I passed away tomorrow? It stings me in the heart in that I don’t think the reaction would be at all equal. I know some people would miss me, but I don’t think people would rally around it like Nadyne. Am I memorable? More so, am I memorable in a good way? A lasting way? I know it’s kind of selfish for me to be thinking these things. But with humanity, there is death, and so much doubt about it. Doubt about the life you are leaving behind, and doubt about what’s to come for you once you’ve passed. I really do hope there is some spiritual place where Nadyne’s soul is now, comfortable and happy. & since this post is titled: SMILE, I do want to say that the positive thing about this is that all these people are able to hold and love each other, just as I know Nadyne did during her life. May you rest well amiga.

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